Stuck

Smoke a little weed, smoke a little weed, I've been feeling low
Pressure in my head, lay awake in bed, I'm against the ropes
Been trying to recover, but nothing I do works
Guess hiding under the covers, is only making it worse
I'm stuck, think this is growing up

Too much is on my mind, always on my mind, need a little space
Spend my days alone, can't get off my phone, nothings goes my way
Miss all of my friends, and barely can file my taxes
I'm halfway through my twenties, like how the hell did this happen
I'm stuck, my life is in a rut

And I've been hoping, these doors might open
And I'll be running from this place free
Constant pacing, this time I'm wasting
I can't control these emotions in me

Growing up
I think I've seen better days
It's getting tough
Always tryna seem like I'm okay
I'm growing up
Whatever that means anyway
I don't know enough
I'm just growing up

Girlfriend wanna chill, girlfriend wanna chill, I've been working late
I don't got no time, working all the time, too much on my plate
And I don't wanna fail, I'm bringing myself stress
I cant sit on my sofá, I'm lost an depressed
And stuck, I can't say that enough

Anxiety is high, I can't even lie, I'm not doing great
Dishes in the sink, think I need drink, they goin' have to wait
Stay inside my room, that now's become a prison
I hate these 4 walls, but only feel safe in them
I'm stuck, but no one gives a fuck

And I've been hoping, these doors might open
And I'll be running from this place free
Constant pacing, this time I'm wasting
I can't control these emotions in me

Growing up
I think I've seen better days
It's getting tough
Always tryna seem like I'm okay
I'm growing up
Whatever that means anyway
I don't know enough
I'm just growing up

Growing up
I think I've seen better days
It's getting tough
Always tryna seem like I'm okay
I'm growing up
Whatever that means anyway
I don't know enough
I'm just growing up

Growing up