Closer Than This

By now, I have seen every kind of move
And though I cannot prove
That I have just been used

I feel like
I could make up for the time I lost

Two days ago I felt like I could be
A better kind of me
But it's so hard, you see

I have thougth about
Stepping out of my shell

Leave it to someone who cares
Wait me up today, I dare
You to be aware of how
I wanna be inside your mouth

I wanna be a part of you
For a while stop feeling blue
I wanna see if you would care
If I don't say
A damn thing about your hair

Counting me out of this mess
Feeling like it's all a test
I'll think about how it could be
But for now
I just sit back and enjoy this weed

Got caught up in some thoughts of my own
I believe I've seen you, but, my, have you grown
I cannot relate to how you feel at ease
I believe we can be closer than this

Light me up cause it's the last one
After this, I'll hit the road and
Find a bar

Find a better kind of start
To this tragic ending on my own
Oh, oh, oh

Starring at the moon
I wonder if it lights you room
Feelin up to the task
I'll drop a line, I'll drop my mask

Kinda stuck in weak-ass mode
Don't expect me to be bold
I hope that I can drop my act
I hope my words
Turn out into fact

I've been hearing stories
About what you've seen
It can get quite boring
But I believe you mean

When you say that we will rise up
Even though of how things are fucked up
Don't think less of me
If I turn out to be
Less than what you've heard

Still you could get burned
Taking a wrong turn
Feeling better for today
Will I run or will I stay

Will I bend or will I break?

Got caught up in some thoughts of my own
I believe we can be closer than this