Lost In Existence

I close my eyes I get lost in existence
Is any of this real and what if it isn't?
Back on my bullshit
I got out my feelings
She just see my setlist
Yeah that's called a hitlist
I know I'm the best bitch
On some real dick shit
Fuck me in the car with the keys in the ignition
Baby lets risk it
I can't do the bitch shit
I just want it all not no small just the big shit

I just want it all not no small just the big big
She gon suck me off on my dick
I close my eyes I get lost in existence
Is any of this real and what if it isn't?
What does it mean to you?
And does it matter to me?
Yeah does it matter to me?
'Cause she matters to me

I close my eyes I get lost in existence
Is any of this real and what if it isn't?
Back on my bullshit
I got out my feelings
She just see my setlist
Yeah that's called a hitlist
I know I'm the best bitch
On some real dick shit
Fuck me in the car with the keys in the ignition
Baby lets risk it
I can't do the bitch shit
I just want it all not no small just the big shit

Rayless
And now I feel like my life is upside down
Tell me what I can do more than that
And now just know that I don't want to drown
But for you, I would do it all again
But I don't know what is right
What is wrong in my mind
Please just give me a sign so we can start again
Now I'm writing a line wanna leave out of this time
But I don't know where I'm going
Now I know that I'm here out of controls
I might just lay down in tears all night long
Sometimes I wish I had no feels right from the start
But now I'm still feeling lost
Now I just bought a drink and I filled my cup
And I don't wanna feel while I fill my lungs
And if I stack up a mil you're still the one
But now I'm still feeling lost