Endless Flu

I'm speechless in front of you when I see your smile
My throat hurts so I really can't speak
I wish I had those tender words
That used to make me melt away
I remember a time of health
I coud breathe the way you felt
Everytime I now see you
I only smell an odourless odour

This seems to be an endless flu
I'm trying not to forget you
All the time we've been apart
Makes me distant when we're close

Each and everytime you were there by my side
A burning fever was animating my mind
My ghastly eyes now can only show
That heart bleedin in this cold body
My souvenirs have been taken into pieces
Because of this heavy hammer
Knocking so hard on my head
I can't handle it anymore