This Game

This empty feeling, blame it on me
Do i deserve this? i must deserve this
My soul is sinking; guilt watches me
What is my purpose? i must have purpose
So i stop and breath

You tell me i'm fine, no reason to cry
Tell me again and try not to lie
There is no difference; everywhere's the same
And there is no way for me to win this game

Silence informs me i'm solitary
Are you out there? please be out there
Maybe i'll soon learn how to be perfect
I just don't care; why should i care
About your apathy?

This happens everytime
Keep trying to start new
The only thing i learn is
That it's something i can't do