Chrysanthemum

We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should
That we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new
But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything - what a waste!

And I, just want to feel like someone else
But I've been thrown away
Most times goodbye is all you say
When I'm first to fall, where are you?

I can feel your pain
But I wish you stayed so far away
I never opened my eyes, couldn't tell what's wrong from right
And now that's it's weighing me down, I can't just turn my head
But you said you'd wait, when I didn't have the words to say
But you wrote that page, as you read it back I can't take it back

How could you drown your thoughts
Like they mean nothing
But there's no cry for help
When you're slowly sinking
To all of this I say, I say to you
We lost what's left of this place along the way

To all of this I say
I say my life is not the same this way
But I think that I'll wish you just the best
I'll wave
I say my life is not the same this way
But I think that I'll wish you just the best
I'll wave

How could you drown your thoughts
Like they mean nothing
But there's no cry for help
When you're slowly sinking

What was broke in two falls in place
When it crumbles down face to face
It's not fair because when

I say this life's not mine to claim rearrange
But I think that I'll wish you just the best