Blinded

I've been in my head
Going real crazy
I've keep talkin', talkin', talkin', talkin'
To myself lately
All the mirrors in my house
They've been acting real shady
'Cus the person they see now
Is somebody who's in danger

Head about to blow
Grindin' the skin on my teeth
Preassure in my bones
Everything's cutting so deep
Life has thrown a blow
And the bruises have battered my seams
On a bed of roses
But underneath burying weeds

I've been in my head just a little too long
Too long I stared at the dark and the Sun
Looking for a piece of me
Searching through my memories
Clouds formed over my dread so I climbed above
Broke the floor in my depths so I learned to jump
To be
A higher me
A high-high-high-high-higher me

Ready, set and go
Fighting that bad that I keep
Surfacing so slow
But I'm heavy in stamping my feet
Never let it grow
As I'm crushing these curses beneath
It wont take hold of the person I wanted to be

I've been in my head just a little too long
Too long I stared at the dark and the Sun
Looking for a piece of me
Searching through my memories
Clouds formed over my dread so I climbed above
Broke the floor in my depths so I learned to jump
To be
A higher me
A high-high-high-high-higher me

Blinded by fights in my head
I keep getting
Blinded by fights in my head
I keep getting
Blinded by fights in my head
I keep getting
Blinded by fights in my head

I keep getting
Blinded by fights in my head
(Call me a psycho cause my)
Lights off then back on again
(How do I get out when I'm)
Blinded by fights in my head
(Caught in a trap where all is)
Black and the night never ends

Caught in phases like
Oh, no
Same boy daily my
Chokehold
Torn by fading light
No hope
Eating my cake and I
Taste mould
Awake and aching I
Need hope
Poisen taking it's
Sweet hold
Life is taking time
Time is taking life
Walking on a knife
Cutthroat
Panic
When I'm lost my brain becomes
Static
Filling the blanks without thoughts in my
Attic
Gone for days when I'm feeling
Tragic
(Who am I? Where am I? Why am I?)
Stranded
Waking daily from sleepless
Patterns
Numbing feelings and forcing
Actions
Something deep in me needs to
Grow

Cause I'm about to blow
I'm getting louder 'bout these issues
I kept shrouded sick of feeling so damn clouded
Let 'em go
I say it prouder cause the voices they were pounding
Throwing bricks and breaking glasses
I am hope
Envision futures where I never needed sutures
Cause my head my heart my skin
Is made of stones
And if I'm ever feeling blinded
I'll steer myself stay guided then go walk
Right through that smoke