Drowning

I talk to myself, I'm the only one who understands
Trust me, I've tried with so many mysterious creatures
From so many cryptic lands
All that I hear and go through seems to lower me down
For thousands of years I have wandered the Earth
I'm alive but I slowly drown

I'm dreaming I'm slowly drowning
In a world of death and despair I"m slowly dissolving

Longing for solitude in this world made of ice
To clothe my soul in a dark obscurity was my fatal sacrifice
Grasping for life but the air reeks of death and despair
In this icecold sphere there's no room for me
I scream out but no one hears

In an ocean of red wine
I'm drowning all my sorrows
Then I feel okay, it helps me feel all right
In the shadow of the mourning son
In the shelter of the damned and longing
Under the wings of the fallen ones
I'm dancing on this narrow line

To understand the weight of what I've gone through
I had to climb down the roots of the tree of life
And break all inner barriers too
At the edge of my sanity I had to turn
It's the story of my life
It goes on and on but I'm laughing as I burn

In an ocean of red wine
I'm drowning all my sorrows
Then I feel okay, it helps me feel all right
In the shadow of the mourning son
In the shelter of the damned and longing
Under the wings of the fallen ones
I'm dancing on this narrow line