Internal Monologues

Internal monologues, constant remembrance
How would it play out had restraint withheld me
Internal monologues constantly playing
Sleepless nights have begun to claim my judgment

A setting sun, the thousandth prayer for dissilusion
Led me wayward from my conscience
Unknowing what is to come
Except for cryptic signs upon my awakening

Internal monologues
Judge me not for what I have done
But for what I know

Internal monologues, constant remembrance
How would it play out had restraint withheld me
Internal monologues constantly playing
Sleepless nights have begun to claim my judgment

Panic state
Frantically washing what once was life from my hands
Afraid to raise my eyes to the mirror
To my own judgment

Internal monologues
Judge me not for what I have done
But for what I know