Inner Conflict

No one must know
Not even her
Again all is blurred with numbness
I am two

Watching all the dots
Swarming down like ants
From the utmost top
I feel so alone

The room is a mess
I'm building up the stress
Though I'm more than accepted
I feel so alone

No one knows
No one knows
No one knows what I keep inside the mind

People are just
Rushing through the streets
Another traffic jam
Another pointless why?

My persistency
To make personality
Is growing constantly
Leaving me dry

No one knows
No one knows
No one knows what we keep inside the mind

(What’s the matter baby?
Are you feeling all right?)

Reflection reveals
The unseen sickness
Startled by not knowing
The man who is showing

Skin attached to the floor
Wondering if I'm pretending
But I know I’ll never will
Play dead so real
(This is all in my mind)

No one knows
No one knows
No one fucking knows
The pain I feel now inside
I'm wasting my time
Thinking of all that could have been
I am bleeding
I'm falling down into myself again

Wishing I'm beside you now
I never wanted any other way
Feeling like a child
Wanting, yearning
Closeness overwhelms me
Hold me tighter now
Please hush, don’t speak a word
Words can only make me remember

No one knows
No one knows what I keep now inside of my mind

Then I’ll brake

Unseen, dying, thoughtless concept I, m
Failing, stabbing my self in the back
Where I begin lying next to me

Break all the things you love
Now blow your chance

No one knows
No one knows
No one knows
No one knows
No one knows what I keep now inside of my mind
What we should do to keep the sanity