[Karly]
Hey
Hey
How are you?
You cute, DTF?
Let's cut this bullshit and just meet for a drink?
Loved that photo of you in Paris
What was your favorite restaurant when you were there?
[Ed]
I am the most miserable man that you can imagine
[Karly]
I don't normally contact people on this, but I find you very intriguing
Something about your eyes
[Ed]
I have no friends
[Karly]
Dick pic, dick pic
[Ed]
I have no family
Women are repulsed by me
[Karly]
Pineapple on pizza is good, fuck you
[Ed]
I'm just another awkward
Introverted
Isolated
Waste of space
Such a failure
[Karly]
Are you a 0% apr loan?
Because I'm having trouble understanding your terms and you aren't showing any interest
Yeah, that's kinda good
So many men in my pocket
I roll through my infinite scroll
Never grows old
Yes no, no yes yes
Left right left left right left
It's like candy
It's like catnip
It's like crack
I dose
I doze
I daydream
A stairwell
A rooftop
A sunbeam
I could be so good at love
I could be so good at love
[Ed]
Last night
I was at the drug store
Having trouble at the self-service checkout
And a woman touched my back
Tried to help me
It felt like sparklers and strawberries
Do other people get to feel this all the time?
Whoa
I feel my body stretched between two cliffs
One side is fantasy
The other reality
I feel my fingers start to lose their grip
And I can't hold on
[Karly]
I can't hold on
Mama was a gambler
Mama played the slots
Watching the reels go round and round
When will I get lucky
When will I get my shot
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
[All]
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
[Karly]
The arousal of uncertainty
The irresistible pull of variable schedule rewards
Wading through the fuckboy thot seeker incel catfish creepers
And stumbling sophomore poetry magazine rejects
I get so lonely after swiping
And of course when I actually do have sex with someone
It's usually like
Wow, you watch a lot of porn
[Ed]
So then porn
There is a drug
Inside my head
I just have to turn it on
Fall into the screen and I'm gone
And no one talks about this at all
Oh, people laugh
Oh, the hilarious scenarios
The pizza man, the pool guy
We laugh it away
And that's what's so insidious
This monster hides
Subliminally corroding our lives
And I know it's complicated
I've read all the articles
I'm not some prude religious conservative
I support sex workers and sex positivity
Let me take just a moment to signal my virtue
By telling you all my pornography preferences
[Karly]
You know I actually used to like porn?
I loved the ones with a story
The female directed stuff
Lesbian step-sibling massage
Perfect european villas
Good lighting and lingerie
I love it when they make love
And you're like, oh, that, that, that, that
That is the sex that I want
It can be so beautiful
When two performers lock eyes
And you can see
The joy and communion
The ancient divine union of sex
We all know that's what sex is, right?
It's fucking God
But porn is solitaire
Scentless and safe
We have sucked the sacrament out of sex
[Ed]
Sex should be a rite of passage
But our kids are watching fisting pissing hitting pounding
And I don't wanna shame anyone's kink
[Karly]
Don't wanna shame no one's kink
[Ed]
It's fine if it's consensual
But there's a level of psychological complexity there
[Karly]
Psychological complexity
[Ed]
That I certainly didn't understand at 13
Much less 11, or 9?
[Both]
It's catastrophic
[Ed]
There is an erectile dysfunction epidemic
[Karly]
Erectile dysfunction
[Ed]
That nobody talks about
You know at least drug addicts and alcoholics are kind of cool
Musicians, artists, their redemption stories are honored
Someone has an ah chip, good on you bro
But porn? No way man
No one fucking honors that
[Karly]
And the porn dudes are always the ones
That become such shits
The petty whiplash cruelty of a man-child scorned
[Men]
Yeah I wouldn't have fucked you anyway
You're about a 5, ugly and fat with shit hair
A repressed and unfeminine lump
Unfuckable cunt
You need to be gagged
[Karly]
You need to be gagged
But then it's like
If I say something
Am I pushing him somewhere darker?
Radicalizing him?
Like
Is this guy the next fucking manifesto mass murderer?
So I take on that weight too
There's no fucking equivalency here
[Ed]
There are these guys online
And they say
The world is an all-encompassing blackpill
That you constantly have to shove to the back corner of your mind
There are these guys online
And they say
We don't get to fuck 'cause we're low status, introvert, ugly, awkward, outcast
The chads and stacys of the world will never let us in
The chads and stacys just laugh at us
There are these guys online
And they say
It's us against them, make your mark
And I feel the pull of that
[Karly]
I feel my body stretched between two cliffs
One side is fantasy
The other reality
I feel my fingers start to lose their grip
And I can't hold on
[Ed]
I can't hold on
I feel my body stretched between two cliffs
One side is fantasy
The other reality
I feel my fingers start to lose their grip
And I can't hold on
[Karly]
I could be so good at love
I could be so good at love
I could be so good at love
I could be so good at love
I ask my mom, why do you keep going back there?
Every day, working the slots, she's lost so much
But then I keep doing these things I know aren't good for me
But where am I supposed to meet people?
Church?
Fuck