Vanished State Of Divinity

Piercing the essence of all that is empty and bare
My existence drained away
Bereft of all sense, yet I stare
Beyond the fires, the stars and cold
Soon this vessel shall be no more

I lie awake, festering and weak
Aons turn bleak, I descry yet I can't see
It still plagues me, all this power wasn't free
I can't withstand this all consuming rage

In search of my subjects' trace
My reason long laid to rest

The cosmos, my place of ceaseless anguish
Pure despair
The answer lies hidden deeply 'neath ancient
Masquerades
Grave errors, long forgotten, buried, repressed
My last will
This silence eats away at my last shreds of
Sanity

Plagues, for those who fled my reign
They still forsake my name
I loathe what I've become yet
The flames reach new peaks
Each time I shut my eyes
The darkness awaits
Antithesis of all

Bleeding, but I'm still awake
This torture, eternally prevails
Seperated and shunned
My gaze fixates on what I have become
Inapt, yet the source
My fate is to be finally worshipped
Total destruction
My final option

Dissatisfaction
Of those finite realms
Screaming salvation
Unfathomable nightmares