Stuck

Thandi:
I’m stuck here with feelings from the past
Feelings for my last
No sufficient sleep, not knowing what to eat
Do I need, a man to hold my hand and make me smile
I’ve been on my independent shit for a while
But nah, its not time for love
Maybe I need yoga, maybe I need bud
Maybe what I’m feeling isn’t bodily
Maye something really good is coming, this the prophecy
Maybe I just need to be more thankful, give my offerings
And see what my life offers me
Or maybe I need one more loc, a little more shea, another headwrap, or maybe just a day
To sleep, meditate and watch hella netflix
Or maybe I just need to find my ankh necklace, I’m wreckless
I know enlightenment isn’t matter
My minds above these paradigms I need to change my pattern
Or maybe go to Saturn
But probably the latter

Niambi:
I’m stuck here feeling insecure, weak and immature
Eyes are turning green from jealousy telling me
That my doors are closing
So I had to force them open
Keep my spirit flowing in knowing
The competition that I’m fearing does not exist
And the opposition that I’m feeling will not persist
Once I understand that their power won’t diminish mine
And that the hate I’m harboring is toxic to my mind
So clear my head and heart instead of holding onto pain
Once I find my center I’ll begin to flourish once again
But I’m here , Stuck here

Maybe I need just one more loc and a little more shea

Thandi:
I’m checking horoscopes just so I can scope
Tryna figure out, just so I can cope
It says give it time, It’ll be alright, your futures looking bright
And yeah that might be tight
But today I woke up crying
My energy is dying

Maybe I need just one more loc and a little more shea