I'm just procrastinating

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can't hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin
I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can't hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin
I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

I'd put my pride down set it aside now
And fantasize 'bout how it would be better if I said the way I felt
Instead of somethin' else
I'll tell you everythin' until I'm nothin' but a shell of myself
'Cause I'm nothin' without my thoughts
Or the things that cause my brain to rot
I can't help it I feel helpless
I hate that I felt this way and there's me to blame

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can't hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin
I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can't hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin
I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again