Awful

Somethin' feels off, now I'm feelin' awful
Searchin' for the words stuck up in my tonsils
Is it in my head, drippin' from my nostrils
You put up a wall, I'ma build a castle
Burn it all down, shawty I'm a pyro
Shut the day off, poison from the iPhone
Ringin' in my head, know when I'm an asshole
Burn it all down, I'll be in my castle (let's go)

Ridin' around fucked up, ouija gettin' sucked up
Scars on my body tell the story of the come up
Ridin' around fucked up, deuces gettin' chuck up
Bricks in the castle, I'ma build this shit the fuck up

When you give your all to somethin' feels like you fall for somethin'
Built up the walls, can't let none of these bitches crawl the fuck in
But this these walls I'm stuck in, smokin' and drinkin' and fuckin'
Thinkin' of feelin' like nothin', gon' get me free from my dungeon
My phone on airplane mode, but I'm on that ground, can't function
I'm in here cryin' for nothin' like someone choppin' up onion
I got the sneakin' suspicion like someone's watchin' me suffer
Laughin' at me while I'm dyin' like people love that I'm broken

I'm 'bout to gather the bricks and all of the stones
All of the hatred that everyone shows
Build me a place where nobody goes
Right in the shade that everyone throws

When enough people throw shade at you, it gets to a point where it can't get no darker than it already is, you know?

Somethin' feels off, now I'm feelin' awful
Searchin' for the words stuck up in my tonsils
Is it in my head, drippin' from my nostrils
You put up a wall, I'ma build a castle
Burn it all down, shawty I'm a pyro
Shut the day off, poison from the iPhone
Ringin' in my head, know when I'm an asshole
Burn it all down, I'll be in my castle (let's go)

Ridin' around fucked up, ouija gettin' sucked up
Scars on my body tell the story of the come up
Ridin' around fucked up, deuces gettin' chuck up
Bricks in the castle, I'ma build this shit the fuck up

Ain't givin' no fucks no more, ain't givin' no trust no more
I'm doin' me, can't be runnin' 'round thinkin' 'bout us no more
I got them padlocks on, bitch don't even touch that door
We had some good times, ain't it, but really fuck that though
(Let's go) how should I feel? Where should I go?
Dudes really bitches, bitches be hoes (they hoes)
Can't keep it in, (nah) I might explode (like [?])
Swimmin' in bleach to get the smell out my clothes

I'm 'bout to gather the bricks and all of the stones
All of the hatred that everyone shows
Build me a place where nobody goes
Right in the shade that everyone throws

Somethin' feels off, now I'm feelin' awful
Searchin' for the words stuck up in my tonsils
Is it in my head, drippin' from my nostrils
You put up a wall, I'ma build a castle
Burn it all down, shawty I'm a pyro
Shut the day off, poison from the iPhone
Ringin' in my head, know when I'm an asshole
Burn it all down, I'll be in my castle (let's go)