Matters Of The Soul

Every day I fall beneath
My dreams so out of reach
The goals we all wish for
Better future, nothing more

I feel so distraught
When my lessons don't get taught

Amused by what I put myself through
Regression is nothing new
As I keep wondering
There's got to be something

Do you feel better when you loose again
Are you afraind of what you might win

I am searching
I get no feeling
Something is tearing me
No peace, I struggle eternally

My past is meaningless
Your present is emotionless
Our future is bottomless
Nothing more that makes sense

I see everything, yet I see nothing
I hear everything, yet I hear nothing
I feel everything, yet I feel nothing
I live everyday and yet my life is nothing