This hate's for you

I'm gettin thru myself
To see the pain lived so far
It's no one's fault
I got no-one to blame
Just myself in pain

I know the words you used those days
I was that kid
I was no harm or aim
Don't get why on me that shame

You left no trace of compassion
Afraid to choose to have a bond
No more think i have friends

Comes from my hearth
This hate's for you

And i'm still here
For the time we never shared

And i fucking wait for your apologies

You left me alone against my fast
There's nothing left
In pieces broken still
But i won't change my will

I don't forget the way i felt
Those nights alone
Where i had no rest
But still i search the best for me