memory (feat. Tommy Ragen)

I wake up every morning wishing you were texting me
And now I'm sipping on this bottle, I love hennessy
I still remember every promise that you sent me
I think I'm dead and now I'm living in a memory
Oh, I know, I know
You blocked my cellphone
I sit here ringing on your number when I feel alone
Without your love, I feel so lost, I don't know where to go
I think I'm somewhere in the middle tryna find my way home

Oh, yeah

You're at a party and you're drunk, why are you texting me?
You're just the girl who broke my heart when I was seventeen
You told me not to come back
You told me I'm a douchebag
But every time I come home, you want to get me alone

I can't be the one that you own
Because you and me is all that I know of us
Oh, I'm falling victim to your love it's once again
I wanna fuck up on your bed until the Sun comes up
She's next to me, lying awake
I smell her cigarettes on her body from yesterday
Thinking 'bout the day that she told me she would kill herself
She mixed the vodka with the pills, she couldn't help herself

Oh, yeah
Oh, yeah

I miss that summer that I spent with you in Tennessee
I hope somebody kills me like I'm fucking kennedy
I'm so obsessed with you
You used to be obsessed with me
I think I'm dead, and now I'm living in a memory