Probably Not

I feel like I'm toxic
Everytime that I talk
But recently I'm thinkin'
I'm probably not
You can find me bottom board
Because I'm a bot
I don't have a chours don't except one
There's not

I love feelin' loved even though I'm probably not
You're still in my head but I never give u a thought
I feel like I'm toxic everytime that I talk
I love feelin' loved even tho I'm probably not

Catch me up to speed
I think that I am probably lost
You deny makin' these calls
Your tongue is tied in knots

2 AM and you're knockin' up on my door
I told u I'm fed up
I can't take this anymore

Everything is opening
But I still wont go out
Please still wear your mask
I'm filled up with all of this doubt
U wont hit my phone no more
U think I'm goin' south
I wont take dis shit no more
I think that I'm fine without

I'm way 2 fucked up bb
I woke up on da floor
I think that I've fallin' in love
But I can't be too sure

I think id like love but
I could b fine without
I don't have any stimulants
I think that I'm out

I don't like adderall
I know I could benefit
I have no work ethic
I think I'm just really sick
I think I finally lost it
I think that I'm obnoxious