Deadweight

I remember
I can't forget
How my life changed so damn quick
I wasn't built for this
Too many nights I would fight
Too many nights I would cry

I'm holding on for God knows why
I see the Sun shining bright tonight
It's alright its cool, yeah
Gotta get my life back
Go do what I must do, yeah

It's alright, it's alright
Paid for the sacrifice
Fought for my right to stay alive
Yeah, we gone be alright
Paid the sacrifice
Fought for my right

Gotta whole lotta problems
Bunch a niggas trying to solve em
Gotta call my momma
'Cause I'm all alone
But I'm in my zone Chile
Gotta take me home on a flight
Gotta go now, leave a message at the tone

Yeah, I'm going back to the south
Yeah, I'm going back to the south
Yeah, I'm going back to the south
Don't call my phone
Yeah, just leave me alone now
Might see me around
Yeah baby, I just touched down

Gotta unpack now, gotta go in style
Ain't worried 'bout none of y'all
Afterall, that's 'cause home is all I know
I been trying to grow, yeah
Sowing seeds of love but my feelings overflow, yeah
Showing me fake love, they don't give a fuck
'Bout where I'm trying to go
'Cause I'm trying to free all us

How I'm supposed to trust