Dead To Me

Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you to death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you to death
Now you're dead to me

You fuckin' love me, I'm crazy
Yeah, yeah, yeah, you were my baby
I wasn't perfect but I worked so hard
You still called me leavin'
Had to leave the shit
All the shit you were doin' to me
Called me so many names
Started to believe
Made me fuckin' hate myself
You never wanted me, you wanted someone else
You made a home 'bout to feel like a shell
I go lookin' at mail and started out to see
I mean, I wanted so much, you could never give to me

Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you to death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you to death
Now you're dead to me

I wasn't perfect, always flirtin' with different women
And gettin' too fucked up, we couldn't have a conversation
But what you did was worse, it was fuckin' unhuman
I caught in bed with another man, just left feelin' stupid
I went home with feelings, breakin' and feelings to break
A dark matter, it mattered, and now I can't get out of bed
You were screamin' at me, I hate a fightin' and I fall
I bust feelin' out, I ain't even out the door
I was wearin' shades and that face 'cause you knew I was meetin' fans
It was the lowest one that I ever felt as a man
I got hate in my heart and an endless aggression
I can't let it all go, would you answer my question?

Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you to death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you to death
Now you're dead to me

I couldn't see it then, but I see it now
Thank you so fucking much for rippin' my heart out
Stopping it and cutting it and bleeding it out
Finally figured out so much about myself
I was never the problem, I can finally see
You just weren't the right fucking person for me
So take care, wish you well and the best
Hoping our paths never cross again
Said what I had to and needed to say
Going to love myself like I should have yesterday

Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you to death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you to death
Now you're dead to me (now you're dead to me)
Now you're dead to me (now you're dead to me)
Fuckin' dead, dead, dead, dead (now you're dead to me)
Fuckin' dead, dead, dead, you're dead to me