Outside

I've been outside, hoping for something better
Holding my eyes, holding myself together
And even on that island, heard my mother's wedding bells
I've been so tired, I've been so tired

I've been alone, walking those streets forever
Holding my phone, wait to receive a letter
And I'm gonna see my father, gonna ask him something else
Where did you go? Ooh

But everything's cool here, I don't want to ruin this party
Everybody's cool hеre, I don't want to ruin your party

Isn't that nice what an old man can tell ya?
Ain't it just cruеl what your old ma remembers?
I don't wanna be my father, but I don't wanna be alone
How can I hide? How can I know?

I've been alone, writing ​you songs and letters
I've been alone, feels like I might forever
I'm been living on that island, but it's time to let it go
I've been so scared, I feel so alone

But everything's cool here, I don't want to ruin this party
Everybody's cool here, I don't want to ruin your party
Everything's cool here, I don't want to ruin this party
Everybody's cool here, I don't want to ruin your party