Not In This Lifetime

Time it goes by
It's a lonely season
You got someone you could hold
And all I have left is the cold
Times that we cried
Were they ever sincere?
Outside like a stray in the snow
Oh how did I end up this low?

I kept thinking it was me
But now that I think of it
Nothing was like it seemed
Just a dream

I couldn't see
All those things
I fell in too deep
Those movie scenes came out to be
What Happened to me
What did it mean to you?
How is it that you still glow
And I'm looking wicked and old? I know
There's no changing any of this
You'll keep living the life that I miss

Can't believe it but it's true
I won't find someone just like you
Not In This Lifetime
Oh I can't be alone for long
The quiet's loud when you're far gone
I thought I'd heal by now
But my heart still doesn't know how
Days slip by like wind through the trees
Your memory stays still haunting me
I keep pretending it's all okay
Even though it's getting worse by the day

I kept thinking it was me
But now that I think of it
Nothing was like it seemed
Just a dream

I couldn't see
All those things
I fell in too deep
Those movie scenes came out to be
What Happened to me
What did it mean to you?
How is it that you still glow
And I'm looking wicked and old? I know
There's no changing any of this
You'll keep living the life that I miss