TUMORS

Where did you go?
I'm at a point where I can't take it anymore
Red in my throat
It's like I'm poisoned you're the only antidote

You've been acting like you don't know nothing
When you know what you did to me
Oh you've been asking all these questions
When you know the answers it's annoying
Oh

And sometimes I catch myself
Calling your cell phone
When really I know damn well
You won't be pick up case you're gone
Lately I've been out of breath
It feels like I'm in a dead zone
But baby I'll do my best
Cause you've been with me all along

Oh no
I got so much hate
For the thing that ate you up inside
I remember those days when
I'd be sneaking out your window
Every single time your parents got home
Thought you said they were on vacay?
Guess they came back early for your birthday
I said: How long is this gonna go on for?
I'm tryna tell your parents I wanna be all yours
But you said they would never give me their blessing
I went home thinking about it girl you had me stressing
Baby how am I gon' show them and prove?
If they don't wanna see me with you
Guess we gotta wait until we're 18 to run away
I know that it's hard don't you worry
We'll see better days

And indeed you're in a better place
I hope it's as beautiful as they say
I hope I get to see you there one day

And sometimes I catch myself
Calling your cell phone
When really I know damn well
You won't be pick up case you're gone
Lately I've been out of breath
It feels like I'm in a dead zone
But baby I'll do my best
Cause you've been with me all along

Your family and I took you where
You always wanted to be
Spread your ashes all over the sea
Soon after I fell down to my knees
I finally- finally found
Peace