Better Boy

Let's hold our heads up, just tonight, and pretend that we're okay
'Cause we're okay, right?
Dear God, I am still your son, right?

God damn it, I need you
I don't know you at all anymore
And I wanted to feel something better than what I once knew

But I am alone tonight, while the kids are out high. I am alone tonight
Do you remember this like I remember you?

Ayy
I will wake up beside you someday when we're both alone and lonely
Someday when I find the time to be a better boy
I'll be a better boy

'Cause if I've ever wanted one thing, it'd be the last two years of our lives back. And if I could ever tell you something, it'd be that I still love you
I will be a better boy if it means that you will stay here
I will be a better boy, a better boy