Just Friends

You walked in, expressionless
You were cold like the space between your coat & your clothes
I'm in between deja vu & delirium
Remembering things that haven't happened yet

I don't think before I speak
What an empty attempt at a personality

We're just friends 'cause that seems to be what makes sense
Too bad it's all we'll ever have

Oh, the weight of the decisions that we make
The immediate gravity of everything

I don't think before I speak
What an empty attempt at a personality

We're just friends 'cause that seems to be what makes sense
Too bad it's all we'll ever have, over and over again

The day you left, you came to collect all of your personal effects & I said:
"Too bad it's all we'll ever have"
It was at that time that I realized that you truly knew me better than I ever knew myself
And as you walked away you said:
"I had this crazy thought that if I loved you enough you'd see that you deserve it and not fuck it up like you always do"

We're just friends 'cause that seems to be what makes sense
Too bad it's all we'll ever have