Usually

I'm always looking for a reason to leave
I'm a pathetic little drop in a stream
So I'll sit here and bleed my life away with these words
Sometimes I wanna fall down, sometimes I feel I'm dead on my feet
I wanna tell you how I feel but I'd break your heart
With the suicidal song

(No one needs more/I'll be ok)
I'm sick of staying as I am, not healing or sinking into decay
No change, no compromise
No good, no bad, no reason to complain
Never better, often worse no feeling usually hurts
I'm ok

I'm numbing now and dumbing down
Pretending I have nothing to breathe
I'll hang around and wait until there's something that feels strong
I often make myself worse, I often try to drown in the hurt
But I'm still alive, I'm doing just fine and I'm always ok

(No one needs more/I'll be ok)
I'm sick of staying as I am, not healing or sinking into decay
No change, no compromise
No good, no bad, no reason to complain
Never better, often worse no feeling usually hurts
I'm ok