Alone And High

I stopped taking prescription drugs
Just like you said
I remember you wished the best for me
But today I sat on the sidewalk
Crying because you weren't
It looks like you cheated me when you said it would help me improve my pain
Since today I am alone fighting my own personal demons

And you're probably at a party
Kissing someone's mouth that would make me insecure
A little more beautiful and new than me
Even better mental health
Today I drove in search of medicine
How could I be happy or love someone else?
When you left me like this and made me insecure

I know we would never be perfect
But I didn't know it would look like this when it left, oh
Maybe it's because I love you so much
But I still wonder how you left me and are being happy
I should have expected me to have a little mental independence
So it wouldn't be missed
Looks like you lied when you said we were forever
Since now I'm alone

Red sweater, torn letters
I still hear your voice when I get high
That stone you showed me brings back memories
But now you must be taking another girl in our place
Because I love you, I love you (ooh, ooh, ooh)

The stickers we collect
I still hear your voice singing during my crises
Even though I asked you to leave
I know we don't exist anymore
Only I still love you

I know we would never be perfect
But I didn't know it would look like this when it left, oh
Maybe it's because I love you so much
But I still wonder how you left me and are being happy
I should have expected me to have a little mental independence
So it wouldn't be missed
Looks like you lied when you said we were forever
Since now I'm alone

Yeah, it looks like you lied when you said we were forever
Since now I'm alone