Till I Die

Lately I been caught up in my feelings
'Cause I was moving way up no ceiling
I grabbed a chance heaven sent
It ain't been the same ever since

I'm waking up, sweating every morning
Fighting myself in my dream
I'm my own opponent
Every now and then
I pop a pill to numb it down
Voice inside my head, I need to turn it down, yeah

Can't hold it down any longer, I'm clipping
Swear all these people just praying 'til I'm slipping
One thing I can't ignore is that I'm different
The way I envision my future ambitions
Chips on the table, I raise to the max
Can't beat my hand, I'ma leave with the bags
Riding the wave I create on my own
I'ma jump in and give it all

'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
I'ma do this 'til I die
'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
I'ma do this 'til I die

They be like, ay, Jay
Where the hell you going?
I'm like, ay, you know?
But don't be really knowing
What's the end goal?
I'm just focused on us growing
Necklace iced out
Boy it's looking like it snowing

But one thing I do knows take it to the top
Either that or we die trying
Every verse I write I gotta make it hot
Brains over bron gotta Einstein
It's in hindsight but can't attain the dream
Gotta put in way, way more work
Fuck the bull shit make it with the team
Everybody got their own worth

I ain't there yet but I'm making my way
Fuck the haters you can doubt me
I don't really care what you say
I'ma do this 'til I die
They all wonder why
It's probably cause I see my vision going past the sky
I'ma do this 'til I die
They all wonder why
It's probably cause I see my vision going past the sky

'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
I'ma do this 'til I die
'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
I'ma do this 'til I die

Way too many evils smiling on me
Way too many people doubting on me
They don't see what I be painting
Never chasing money but I'm still getting famous
Filling out my bucket list
I ain't even noticed I got nothing left
Not settling for anything that don't deserve my time, yeah
Can't take away my light, yeah

Can't hold it down any longer, I'm clipping
Swear all these people just praying 'til I'm slipping
One thing I can't ignore is that I'm different
The way I envision my future ambitions
Chips on the table, I raise to the max
Can't beat my hand, I'ma leave with the bags
Riding the wave I create on my own
I'ma jump in and give it all

'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
I'ma do this 'til I die
'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
I'ma do this 'til I die