Sinner Pt 2

Why I feel like I've been in this 
 A#m
place before
               D#m
I just can't take no more
               F#                
I just can't smile like I'm still 
                   G#7
me, I just can't fake no more
             A#m              
I try to be all I can but that 
          D#m
wasn't enough for them
                F#                 
We can't find love so we replace it
              G#7
 with these drugs again
                   A#m
I drink from this bottle dog it's my
 only friend
 D#m
I'm so scared to be alone again
F#
Fake smile on my face
             G#7
I just can't keep pretending like I 
don't pretend
         A#m
And my little homie’s doing twenty 
five
    D#m
If God exists why he never try
     F#
To show us that this life is more 
than pain
          G#7
Cause is hard to live when you’re 
dead inside
           A#m
And they say I’m worthless cause I 
ain’t a Christian
      D#m
Like turn a church into a fucking 
business
        F#
They killed Jehovah, didn't leave a 
witness
               G#7
And these preachers crooked as these
 politicians
  A#m
Politics, religion, I don’t see the 
difference
          D#m
They crucify me cause I’m speaking 
different
 F#
Who the fuck are they to judge?
         G#7
Tell me you or you to criticize the 
way I’m living
A#m
40 ounces for the pain
                  D#m
I ain’t been the same since I’ve 
seen my pops cry
   F#
I might be light skin to you
          G#7
But I’m still a nigga in the cops 
eyes
             A#m
They ain't stopping til' we all die
      D#m
Mama I just hope you understand
        F#
I just couldn’t take the pressure.
               G#7
Mama, see I tried my best to be a 
better man
    A#m
And you might know my story dawg
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     D#m
But you won't ever know my pain
        F#
And she was all I needed
          G#
Now this bottle is my Novocain
A#m
Trying not to go insane now
D#m
Trying not to go insane now
F#
Trying not to go insane

[Hook]
     G#7                A#m
They say lately I ain't been the 
same
D#m         F#
      G#7            A#m
But they won't ever know my pain
D#m         F#
    G#7                   A#m
And I know lately I ain't been the 
same
D#m         F#
    G#7              A#m    D#m  
I just never really show my pain,
    F#    G#7
 my pain

[Verse 2].
                        A#m
Yeah, man I can't feel nothing no 
more
                 D#m
Fake love don't cut it no more
                    F#
Homie, I've been drinking so much
                       G#7
Nothing staying in my stomach no 
more
               A#m
I can't even feel the pain inside
               D#m
I can't keep living in a lie
                   F#
Yeah, I might be breathing just like
 everybody else
      G#7
But I still don't feel alive
                 A#m
Every night man, I hear a pistol 
poppin'
                  D#m
Make me feel like God ain't really 
watching
                   F#
Watch out for the snakes, they 
steady plottin'
                         G#7
They wanna put you in a cage or in a
 coffin'
                   A#m
Now a days, these cops just wanna 
kill
                 D#m
No love in the streets, don't wanna 
feel
                     F#
What I felt when I heard my lil' 
brother passed
                    G#7
I'll never get him back
But yo I still, know his soul is 
       A#m
still roamin' on the streets
                      D#m
Now I just hope he's watching over 
me
                    F#
Now I just keep on praying
I've been trynna' talk to God but 
        G#7
these demons never leave
                A#m
I know I lost myself along the way
                      D#m
I was just too scared to fade away
                    F#
Now they all keep begging me to stay
                  G#7
But I can't be here another day
                      A#m
So I drink from this bottle til' I 
feel numb again
D#m
I've been tempted by these drugs 
again
F#
I know I ain't been the same
G#7
Momma told me she just wanna see her
 son again
A#m
I just wanna see her smile again
D#m
I don't ever wanna see her cry
      F#
So I lie and say that I'm okay
                 G#7
But, I've been plottin' on my 
suicide
          A#m
And you might know my story dawg
               D#m
But you won't ever know my pain
              F#
And she was all I needed
             G#7
Now this bottle is my novacane
A#m
Trying not to go insane now
D#m
Trying not to go insane now
F#
Trying not to go insane

[Hook]
     G#7                A#m
They say lately I ain't been the 
same
D#m         F#
      G#7            A#m
But they won't ever know my pain
D#m         F#
    G#7                   A#m
And I know lately I ain't been the 
same
D#m         F#
    G#7              A#m    D#m  
I just never really show my pain,
    F#    G#7
 my pain