Tattooed Tears

I woulda stayed there if you waited there with me
I woulda loved you if you lovin' on me
But that's where I'm wrong, yeah
Yeah

Too many thoughts on my head, I've been drownin'
It's takin' my sleep (drownin', it's takin' my sleep)
Got drugs, got fame, got money but I feel like I'm still incomplete (feel like I'm still incomplete), yeah
Lost in the world and I feel light
I've been here too long, I don't feel right
Have you ever seen your nightmares come true?
Have you ever seen your demons in real life? (fuck)
Things I regret
I'vе seen things that I can't forget
I've seen many peoplе question God
But I feel like the only real answer's death (I feel like the only real answer's death)
Look, they don't ever really understand me
They conflicted by words that I say (by words that I say), yeah
Scared to approach me, and that's why I feel like I'm always in the way
Try to write down my regrets till the list is done
I play with the blade till my wrist is numb
Pain in my heart, contradictin' thoughts
I don't really understand where I get this from, so I
Tell my pain in these stories and I tattoo this ink in my skin (I tattoo this ink in my skin), yeah
Ever since a kid they would say I was hurt with a thirst for revenge
I'm hurtin' again
So I fill the [?] until I [?]
These thoughts never wanna leave
I don't feel free
So I only feed what hurts me and turn down the help that I need (turn down the help that I need), fuck
I don't know why I feel like this
Been so many years and I'm still like this
Fucked up thoughts in my head, I've been tryna find the end
But I didn't think it'd end like this (fuck)

I woulda cried there if you cried there with me
I woulda loved you if you lovin' on me
But that's where I'm wrong, yeah