Waiting

Questioning myself
While I’m running in circles searching
For something else
Pale and sleepless self
Broken and restless from
What I’ve become
I’m not dead just yet

Waiting, waiting for some clarity
Lost inside another fantasy
I’ve been searching for something that doesn’t exist
Waiting, waiting for some clarity

Calm down, breathe out
Maybe I’m scared or maybe I’m just unprepared
Am I worthless, pointless
Or am I pathetic
Lost but I can’t get it
I’m not dead just yet

Waiting, waiting for some clarity
Lost inside another fantasy
I’ve been searching for something that doesn’t exist
Waiting, waiting for some clarity
And I swear
If the moment ever comes I won’t be there
I won’t be there
So I’ll stop waiting, waiting for some clarity
Lost inside another fantasy

I know you won’t show
I’ve been expecting too much of not enough
The world won’t stop for me to make a mark
Well I can’t (well I can’t)
Bite my tongue (bite my tongue)
I’ve been avoiding sleep
So I’ll be self deceived
Waiting, waiting for some clarity

Waiting, waiting for some clarity
Lost inside another fantasy
I’ve been searching for something that doesn’t exist
Waiting, waiting for some clarity
And I swear
If the moment ever comes I won’t be there
I won’t be there
So I’ll stop waiting, waiting for some clarity
Lost inside another fantasy