Portal

I got this feeling a
Mile wide
I look at it a little
Each side

A portal for to climb inside
How's it feel in here?
Is the water fine?
Fine like cloth or like
Turpentine?

The pattern where our habits hide

Isn't it lovely
I'll never hold you
To all you held me to

I wanna talk about
All the ways
Every example of
The shapes

We use to communicate
For example when you're
Leaning in
To my Armageddon
And then you stop

Do you also feel the weight of loss?

Isn't it lonely
I'll never hold ya
The way you held me up