coming home

Coming home
I was never ready for the hole
I would feel letting it go
What now?
I am where I was before
I don’t know where to go now

Save me I’ve got a lump right in my throat
Wake me up I think I might’ve choked
On bittersweetness
I can’t seem to leave the place I knew as home
Remind me
I cannot look back without crying
Even the nostalgia hurts too much
It tears me up inside
Why?

Coming home
I was never ready for
The hole
I would feel letting it go
What now?
I am where I was before
I don’t know where to go now
Coming home
I could never prepare for the unknown
Trying hard to figure out what now?
I am where I was before
Crying in my parents’ house

Oh my uni days
What a sweet escape
But it was just a phase
With an expiry date
I know seasons change
Life can’t be the same
But how long must I wait?
Where are these brighter days?
I'm waiting so patiently for my fate to call help me restart
I don’t know when I’ll land on my feet
I'm still lost

Coming home
I was never ready for the hole
I would feel letting it go what now?
I am where I was before
I don’t know where to go now
Coming home
Home
Home
Home
I am where I was before
Crying in my parents’ house

I keep them in the tattoo of the city on my arm
I keep them in the memories of the city forever