Blacked Out (Hypocrite)

I never gave him what he deserved
Too late for compromise
To mend his with words
It took too long for me to understand
I couldn't change for him
But I'll change for my next man

'Cause my heart wants a bed, rent-free, stuck in his head
But my mouth can't resist burning one more bridge
And I know that he knows, that I lie through my teeth
It's not fair it's not fair, I hurt him, I broke me

When I blacked out again, I told my best friend
He wasn't the one, I'm such a damn hypocrite
Because I still had feelings that I just could not admit
It's hard to make amends when you're a hypocrite

I pretend I'm good at moving on
Smiles are my best friends 'cause they fool everyone
And I can tell the girls I'm quite alright
But that won't take him out of my dream last night

'Cause my heart wants a bed, rent-free, stuck in his head
But my mouth can't resist burning one more bridge
And I know that he knows, that I lie through my teeth
It's not fair it's not fair, I hurt him, I broke me

When I blacked out again, I told my best friend
He wasn't the one, I'm such a damn hypocrite
Because I still had feelings that I just could not admit
It's hard to make amends when you're a hypocrite

I never gave him what he deserved
Too late for compromise
To mend his with words
It took too long for me to understand
I couldn't change for him
But I'll change for my next man

'Cause my heart wants a bed, rent-free, stuck in his head
But my mouth can't resist burning one more bridge
And I know that he knows, that I lie through my teeth
It's not fair it's not fair, I hurt him, I broke me

Well, I blacked out again
I told my best friend
He wasn’t the one
I'm such a damn hypocrite

'Cause I still had feelings
I just could not admit
It’s hard to make amends
When you’re a hypocrite

'Cause I blacked out again
'Cause I'm a hypocrite
I don't want it, I don't want it, yeah, yeah
'Cause I blacked out again