Trapped to be

Twisted mind, Twisted me
Inside There's she and he
Am I here, Am I there
You can see me anywhere
I'm the incarnation of non-existence
God suck me, I am the holy one

Why Can't I just vanish into eternal sea.
Vacuum of thoughts
My eternal nightmare
When she turns to him, I scream

Trapped to be, If someone sees
Like snake eats its tail, I fail
To the shadows of cosmos,
Until I once again get captured
By someone's glance

Mutilation, goal of evolution
Forever breeding subconscious parasite
It won't let me free
It makes me be

No free will, anything can happen
If not to my present incarnation,
Then to some other reflection of me

I look into mirror and see
between cosmic clouds
I find the real essence of me
Drifting beyond the world I see
I crush with dimensions so twisted
Maybe some day I'll be in you

And you will be in me.
Together melted into clouds of gas
Infinite free space, our home, our source
All vitality lost from me to our
symbiotic strange being.
The astral gate through the aeons
Memories from our ancestors, and the
ones yet to come. Net of thoughts,
collective consciousness
have now become reality.

At last have all the parasites gone
There's only eternal sea of endless
thoughts, as time and space unified.
All flesh turned to spirit,
and took the shape of gas and fire.
With frozen mind I continue to dwell