Broken

I wrote you a letter but I gave up
I throw it into the fire with the things that reminds of you
All the pictures, all the memories
It burns so high that I could feel
It all coming out of my body
Collapsing around me, this was not easy for me
I know that you cut yourself with the pieces that you broke
It all get lost in the dark and I can't find but that's fine

And you think that I gave up
But just so you know, I'm not that kind of guy
And you think I lost control
But just so you know, I'm not that kind of soul

I smash the camera that we used to take our pictures
With baseball bat that you used to smash my heart that night
You smash into pieces, this is not fine
All the birds in the sky just cried
You break my heart that night
Please break my heart tonight

And you think that I gave up
But just so you know, I'm not that kind of guy
And you think I lost control
But just so you know, I'm not that kind of soul

You should send those letters
I miss the feeling of you
Where did it all go?
You left me in pieces
I was not enough
My smile was not enough

I guess was not ready for this
I was not ready for love
I'm so sorry for the things that I put you through
For all the feelings that I get from you
For all the thing that I get from you

And you think that I gave up
Just so you know I'm not that kind of guy
And you that I lost control
Just so you know I'm not that kind of soul
And you think that I'm alright
But dear I cry all nights

You know my dear, just get out of here
You are making me sick from the head
You know my dear, just get out of my head
You make me sick of it all