Swallow

I swallow things
In the heat of the moment
I swallow things
When I need them the most

I swallow things
I receive from the monsters
My jaws keep on moving
But I feel like a ghost

I swallow thoughts
When I thought of an answer
I swallow thoughts
When I need them the most

I swallow thoughts
When I try to know the better
But all of my knowledge
Was lost long ago

And words, I swallow words
When I want to say sorry
I swallow words
When I need them the most

I swallow words
While I could turn things around me
I swallow words
And it burns down my throat

I swallow things
In the heat of the moment
I swallow thoughts
When I need them the most

Words, I swallow words
When I want to say sorry
No one will notice
'Cause my body is closed