Apartment In Ashes (feat. Rxseboy)

The sky was dark when the fire started
Saw a girl outside my apartment
A cloud of paint and eyes burning scarlet
The way I felt was strange
In the distance, people screaming
Met her eyes, saw tears was streaming on down
I saw the truth, I was the only one that knew

I knew something was wrong, figure out what happened
Girl standing in the street with a couple matches
Eyes streamed, all I saw was eternal sadness
Fillеd and burning like her heart, all that's lеft is ashes
Then she came crashing down
Issues that she never ever talked about
All she wanted to do was simply draw a crowd
Piece of cake for her, the world stop revolving now
But she thought to do it in the worst way
Then she whispered to me that today was her birthday
But she ain't got no family left
She said she been this way since her grandma left
I know the pain was a choice
I heard the pain in her voice
Looked in her eyes and realized I was falling into a void
A quiet person is the type of thing I try to avoid
Her loneliness, it got me thinking, really, what is the point?

The sky was dark when the fire started
Saw a girl outside my apartment
A cloud of paint and eyes burning scarlet
The way I felt was strange
In the distance, people screaming
Met her eyes, saw tears was streaming on down
I saw the truth, I was the only one that knew

It's a five minute drive
No, I ain't living far
Keep outside any postcards or prison bars
I can't let her fall back into the way things were
I would be the same way if God hadn't saved me first

Love is confusing in ways
Her family left in the grave
Feelings might bleed into numbness
Try anything to feel something