feel that again (feat. happily sad)

I need a person right now, and
I'm all alone on my couch, and
I'm really thinking how I could do things way better
I'm still me and I still made it through the weather
If I were you and you were me would things be way more different
Life just feels the same and lately I just feel indifferent
I just want to take it back when we were only kids, and
Skip out of our class just to give you hugs and kisses

But things are different now and feelings aren't allowed
It's funny now I try to hide em' back then, I was proud of them
I wanna feel that again, I want to feel that

I wanna feel that again
I wanna feel that again, I wanna feel that
I wanna feel that, I wanna feel that again

Yeah, feels like I fell and I landed in the deep end
Getting wasted every party on the weekends
I meet girls but they never what I look for
Only feel love when I read about it in the bookstore
About time that the tables start turning
Same shit I been searching and searching
Getting sick of all this learning
Why can't my life be perfect

I need someone new, someone hold my cold hands
Wanna get the feelings that I felt in the past
I knew life wasn't gonna be easy
But wasn't expecting it this fast yeah

I miss the old days filled with happiness
When we had obstacles, we would tackle it
We were young it was brighter days
I wish my life could stay the same

I need a person right now, and
I'm all alone on my couch, and
I'm really thinking how I could do things way better
I'm still me and I still made it through the weather
If I were you and you were me would things be way more different
Life just feels the same and lately I just feel indifferent
I just want to take it back when we were only kids, and
Skip out of our class just to give you hugs and kisses

But things are different now and feelings aren't allowed
It's funny now I try to hide em' back then, I was proud of them
I wanna feel that again
I wanna feel that again

I wanna feel that again, I wanna feel that
I wanna feel that, I wanna feel that again