Deceived

And you wonder why i've got so much anger built up inside.
You pushed, you shoved, it was beat down on me. i always
Said hold on. don't listen it's all lies. it was so easy to say

But it was too hard for me. i watched you fall to their deceiving.
I stopped and watched as you were leaving. comprehend,
Understand, not until now. he deceived you to deceive to me.

Fall victim internally, suffering eternally, conflicting his
Unlimited mercy. i won't be deceived, never will i, cried many

Times suffering. and why, deceived by you? i won't fall to
Your lie. you intoxicated me. environment intoxicated me.
Good or bad environment influences all of you. right or
Wrong environment intoxicates. against my will i wish it
Wasn't that way. i'm sorry you've got to beat it on me like
It was the truth. now i know what it feels like to be deceived.