I gave you everything, my soul, my skin You smiled at me while hiding your sin Every touch was a lie, every word a blade I bled for you, now I'm just decayed I see your shadow in every room I taste the venom, I taste the gloom You left me broken, I'm barely alive Counting the reasons I shouldn’t survive I want to fade, I want to disappear The pain of your love is all I hear You stabbed me twice, right through my chest I'm haunted by you, I can’t rest I drown in whiskey, I choke on pills I write your name on these bloody hills The nights are endless, the screams are mine Your betrayal’s a rope, I'm ready to climb I scream at the ceiling, nobody comes I'm talking to shadows, I'm talking to dumb Every memory’s a knife twisting slow You left me hollow, you left me cold I think of the end, I think of the fall Would it be mercy, would it end it all? I see your face in every darkened thought A ghost of love, a lesson I bought So I sit in silence, I sit in shame Everything I am, burned in your flame If death is waiting, I hope it comes soon I’ll meet it under a blackened Moon