Creepy you

Creepy you crawl through the shadows in my mind
Through one window and out the next , irretrievable I find
My head is bruised , the hole is wider
My tread's worn thin , my hate's grown lighter
Sneaky you fall short of reaching back in time
One last morsel reappears short of mine
One more wasted mind
Slipping on by
Clutch my fists , break down and cry
Weekly you fondle perception in my mind
Infeciously , sterilizing
Depressing me , fantasizing , pacifying