Half-Heart

Born and bred, hoping for the 'one and only'
Just the things you love, may never love you
The shit of my heart was surgically removed
Now I am free to persue what can destroy you...

The fetus is growing like a disease
Snuff the fuck out before it can breathe
You just might say it is a human being
Something that I was, now super-complete!

Comfortably numb, machines don't believe
(The) pain-dulling drugs are all that I need
Unsterile with rusted needles
Fucked up to heaven and I'm not addicted...

I am capable of feeling all but the pain
My love is complete and so is my hate
We can fuck all we want and I'll love you the same
For that other half was just given away...

(Now I) can't say I am human for I aven't a spine
Something like you just living lies
The tools that I use are mistakes that you've made
I'm immor(t)al for I made me this way...

PHASE

Beautiful and synthetic like an angel
Emotional but human in dispair
Made of skin short of invincible
Titanium skull and living hair
A rush of breath, pumped as bled
My waist from my back--as it curls
Treated in consecutive pulsing thread
Numb and sensitive like a severed nerve...

[Chorus]

Do you feel my pain?
Do you feel my pain?
Do you feel my pain?
Do you feel my pain?
Half of my heart to devote to the hate
Divided in half to take care of the pain

I'm fucked up feeling better than you
It's so fucking easy to hurt you!

My love is myself for you are not me
So I lose that crutch that you so long to be

The man that made it does not want it
The man that bought it cannot use it
The man that uses it does not know it
And the man that is it cannot believe it!