Goddammit

I love the way I feel, I'm barely breathing And my head's stuck to the floor
I know appearance is deceiving
Am i sick if I want more?
I'm so frustrated and i think
That i'm not getting up this time And if I fake it will you really mind?

Time breaks too, won't save you I break too, so watch me now

Goddammit, I lost it
You lied, I fucking bought it
Goddammit, I'm not sick Next time I'll try to let you go

I hate the way I feel, I'm scared of breathing and I'm headed for the foor I know adhearence is deceiving
And I'm sick of wanting more
I lost something back there
That I'm not getting back ever again I'm losing grip of what's inside my head

And I'm so sick of saying maybe Don't you even doubt me, baby And I'm not ever gonna come clean it means too much to me OH!