Up to the Sky

I hate that I can't say sorry
And think that I need nobody
When me on my own is not enough
I sleep in and still feel foggy
And work is my only hobby
I think that I need some better luck

'Cause I know my days are counted
So I need saving ain't no way around it
Anymore, and I hate to think about it
But when I'm gone, what would they say about me? That's why I

Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the man I was
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Singing out, hallelujah, ha-hallelujah
Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the things I've done
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Sing it loud, hallelujah, ha-hallelujah

I hate that I'm never sober
I slip and I lose composure
Maybe I'm just not good enough, no oh
I push when my heart gets closer
Been hurting since late October
I think that it's time I open up

'Cause I know my days are numbered
So I can't waste away my life and suffer
Anymore, and I hope I meet my lover
But when I'm gone what would she think about me? That's why I

Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the man I was
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Singing out, hallelujah, ha-hallelujah
Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the things I've done
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Sing it loud, hallelujah, ha-hallelujah