On my Death Bed

I can't tell if I'm alive or dead
I check the bathroom
I check the bed
But your not there
I'm looking for you everywhere
Under the covers
On a chair
With no where to be seen
I live in great despair
Last night I suffered
And tonight aswell
Love be the deepest pain
A living hell

Folding in on myself
Losing my shell

It's the most lethal disease
A world without thee
With out thy dark beauty
I'm crumbling
Fucking crumbling
Completely deceased
Spending every evening

In my death bed
With you in my head