Damaged

Waiting for the feeling to subside
Paranoid, I melt into myself
They say I¹m to reach inside and find
The broken part of my machinery
Psychoanalyze the chapters
On the path to my darkest day
Searching for the answers
All I see is Damage through the haze
Picking up the pieces of my life
With no direction for re-assembly
The one that lays beside me
Is sharing scars of my broken yesterdays
Will tomorrow find me hypnotized? Crying?
Mother Mary in control, domineering stranglehold
Sowing destructive seeds
For the scavengers to feed
Driving the nail into my head
Memory flows like a river
With the one that lays beside me
I¹m healing scars from my childhood memories
Tomorrow finally found me
I¹m hypnotized. I¹m trying
To understand the chapters
Of the path from my darkest day
Searching the answers
But there¹s Damage!