To Live

Wanted to live
Wanted to fight
Wanted everything to be alright
Can't you see, what this is doing to me
I need the needle to set me free
Can't you see, my life is over for me
No matter where I go you follow
Stay with me, the rest of my night is free
Hopefully we'll wake tomorrow
Wake tomorrow (2X)

One day I'll know the reasons
But one day feels like four seasons
Why can't I hear me
I'm drowning in my own sympathy
Time seems forever but slows to never
Oh when will it catch me

Stay with me, don't ever let me go
I need some time, we'll take it slow
Teach me how love
because my heart is hollow
I chose this path to follow

Mother, she won't forgive me
And father tries to avoid me
Why can't they see me
Is this how family supposed to be
It doesn't matter,
my world is shattered
Is this the way you raised me

Stay with me, don't ever let me go
I'll give you time, we'll take it slow
Teach me how to love
because my heart is hollow
I chose this path to follow
To Follow, to follow...

Wanted to live
Wanted to fight
Wanted
Wanted everything to be alright

Stay with me, don't ever let me go
I'll give you time, we'll take it slow
Teach me how to love
because my heart is hollow
I chose this path to follow

I can't recall the path that led me here
Lying on the floor as my veins are pumped with fear
Is this where it ends for me
All alone on this cold, dark day
Something inside me screams so silent
Oh can you forgive me