Again (feat. KIRA)

I haven't been myself lately
I don't blame you for not waiting to stay
Saying things that I don't mean
Not meaning what I say

When it's good it's so good
But when it's bad it's so bad
Maybe I really have gone mad
What I supposed to say
When I end up driving everyone away?

'Cause I am on fire
A crying, burning, liar
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again

And your never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I never should have let myself
Get attached

Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again

Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again

What's done is done
And nothing gonna change
I should be moving on
But I still feel the same

And it's like every day
It's a fight for my life
To get some self-control
And when you forgotten
Who I am it just feels
It's just feels like nobody at all

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened my heart
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again

And your never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I never should have let myself
Get attached

I lost myself hitting the ground
I tried to scream and made no sound
I should have know it was no use
To try and run from you
The cycle of abuse
The cycle of abuse

I am on fire
A crying, burning, liar
Seeing nothing, nothing but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I never should have let myself get

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again

And you never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I never should have let myself
Get attached

Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again

Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again